well its been a few days since i wrote my blogs..

to start off.. let see.. been a fun weekend.. met some new friends which is good.. and they're all flight attendants.. lol.. its cools.. man i remember when i got rejected from air canada.. stupid bitches.. ah wells.. insearch of a new job is still in the progress.. i guess back to retail for me.. until i find something better.. need to go job hunting.... its hard since i have a big load to carry with my debts.. but there's nothing i can do..

feel kinda sick today.. and depressed.. but whatever.. i'll be fine.. i wish i could just start a new life somewhere else.. sent an email to the school in vancouver.. the culinary school. hope to hear something from them.. and maybe i'll move there and goto school and get away for a while.. and just concentrate on school and work to pay bills and shit.. nothing else i can really do.. but i dont know if my parents would be too happy about this .. since i've tried before to goto school in San Fran.... but then again its still in Canada. lol.. we'll see when they send me something back...

well. love life.. sucks.. still single, but i'll just live with it.. i suppose.. maybe its better to be single and be happy for once and less drama.. then agian .. less drama? who am i kidding.. all the haters out there. i dont know.. i doubt that will happen.. i wish i could just start fresh, but even when i try to prove my points and that i am changing.. people dont believe it.. cuz i guess i really have a bad history.. but i'm trying.. so fcuk off you biatches~..

well.. hrmm.. nothing else really. just been staying at home.. trying not to spend anything.. and i dont have much money left until i find a job.. man.. anyone know any job openings?..